Dear Journal

I wanted to prove to myself that i too can do if i would only be disciplined.

1) I wanted to wake up so early, that i could still hear the roosters waking the neighborhood up. My brother tells me it's all in the matter of how you want your body would respond. You have to be used to if there'd be something that you wanted to do til you reach your goal.

2) I wanted to stop thinking bout this person. Someone whom i know who has this huge love for this person. How confusing, just don't make yourself tire thinking of who you want  to have in mind. I wanted to wait.. at the right moment. For i know in due time, everything will be the best thing that i could ever imagine.

PATIENCE.. aacckk!! i must not forget. if i'd learn how ot wait... marvelous things would happen.

From this day onwards, i will do my best... to obey for HE wanted me to obey with no questions asked.