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She says she was wondering what she has done that hurt me more. Then i told myself, she sure doesn't know that i was hurting all the more. Why does obedience have to cause pain and hurt? He told me to take hold of this verse in Romans 8:28 and have peace. I will hold on to this verse coz i know time will come that my sister would soon talk to me. Working for her is really a drag. I could not even concentrate and can't think. I could think no more. I don't know what i should do so i could settle everything. She says I just use the church and even use God for things that I do not want to do. I was deeply hurt. Have i done something wrong that i deserve to be hurting this much?

Now, i understand and feel how her husband is feeling... All she gives in return is to have herself what she wants and she wouldn't care if she has hurt other or not. How would you call it? Selfish.

I could not do more, i have done everything to settle things. I am quitting and no matter if i got nothing left, i cant be productive since i could not focus. I long for the day that i'd be working with my WIN Tech buddies in our office in church. If it would cause me pain and hurting... then i have to face and deal with it. Romans 8:28 

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