Dear Journal

It amazes me sometimes how God has been working through my life. One day i was crazy in love and the next day i just fall out of love. It took me more than 2 years to come to my senses and it just faded away. Everything was gone... I was praying for His will and what He wants... for His ways are higher than mine. As what my 'big brother' would always tell me.. God knows best! And i trust Him for that. He just lead my heart and directed it to where He wants it to be. Now, there is nothing to hide... my heart is all His.

I know i was deeply hurt... but somehow God has comforted me with people and friends and with His loving arms and comforting words. I may be stupid sometimes I know I am... but God brought me back to where He wants me to be. Now, i am happy... and i have the joy... ^^