Dear Journal

I just recovered from my asthma. The whole week i was able to take a rest. I am glad God has used people to let me be refreshed from exhaustion. I am physically, mentally and emotionally stressed. Thanks gurl for sending me those messages when in moments that i really feel tired and thought i don't know exactly what to do. Sometimes, i imagine things and think about doing things my own way again just to get rid of these trials that I am facing in. But each time i think about it... i always hear HIM say... NO! He lets me know that He has been crying and knows what i am feeling. My verse today is in John 11:22 -- I trust HIM for that! I am holding on to this promise until He will fulfill what He wanted to do in my life.

My teacher called me up... he was concerned and i know people are too! Ruth, my discipler told me there is a time for everything. Ecclesiastes 3 says, in due time... everything will be beautiful in His perfect time. She asked me to take care of myself. She cares and i'm thankful that God gave me these people to care for me.

I know i should find time to take a rest and find time for me to relax and give time for myself... I don't want to be exhausted and be fed up. Everything I am doing... remember is for HIM... Colossians 3:23!