Dear Journal

Would you still call it love when he hits you? Would you still call it love even when it causes your parents and brother's life? My sister is facing the turmoil these days... and i couldn't think of any solution better than praying. Calling on to Him and asking Him to comfort each and every one of us. I hate to think that my brother-in-law is not doing his part as a husband. He's supposed to take care of my sister and even treat my parents with care. But here he is... allowing himself to be used by the devil. Sometimes i do get tired... tired of working when all I'm working for is not for me but for others. Tired of praying... i hate to think that waiting is not as pleasing as it could be. I know i should have patience and courage to go on with life... I do get discouraged at times. Im only human...

God allowed me to see the future and what i should do... He let me see plainly how to choose someone to grow old with. He let me see how to bring and raise a family. There's lots of responsibilities...

He allowed this to happen because He wanted to...

"For our present troubles are quite small and won't last very long. Yet they produce for us an immeasurably great glory that will last forever!" - 2 Corinthians 4:17 -