Dear Journal

Whatever this word may mean... may it be spelled with  스트레스 or s-t-r-e-s-s ... it doesn't matter... they just both mean the same thing. Aaargghh!! I hate to think sometimes that i could not even have time to relax and really take a whole day rest when there are people who just live and let live. They enjoy when others are working. I never thought that going to the beach and just sitting watching the sun set or even watching the sun rise would be as interesting as i could ever imagine. 선생님 always tells me that he goes to the beach and just watch the sun as it sets and enjoys the scenery. I thought it was that sad... uughh! I could only imagine... it would only break my heart, I think! :P

I am really hoping i could find time to relax and enjoy even for just a day....

I am just feeling blue today ....