Dear Journal

As part of my responsibility as a content writer for our church website... i was made to make a content for this month... Commitment month. I remember those moments when i was to keep a promise. They say it's always meant to be broken.. which is also the reason why i don't want to make commitments and promise if i know i can't keep them. I've tried it once before when someone made a promise and didn't even bother if i'd get hurt if he doesn't plan to keep it. I don't want to recall.. it only hurts me when i'd remember.

Although January is about to end and February is soon to start... i once read in my daily devotional book, it says about letting this month be a Jumpstart... a diving board so to speak. Reading that book by Nicholas Sparks, my all-time fave writer, my brother gave me a book, Dear John, before i left, he says i have to read it on my way here... I'm almost done on the last chapter... it breaks my heart everytime i read it... it's really a sad story. makes me remember those moments... aarrghhh!!! there i go again! grrr! i hate myself everytime i do this!

Anyway, a promise is a promise... One you make one... you have to honor your word and keep it! Don't make commitments when you're not sure you can't do it.