Dear Journal

Yesterday, an unexpected thing happened. Who would have thought that they would even call me and conduct a long distance phone interview? I just couldn't believe and imagine that it actually happened. I passed! I got the job! What now?! Should i start packing up and go? Should i just stay and forget that it exactly happened and it was right in front of my nose and pretend that i don't see it? Whaah! I really need you help to let me come up with the best decision. I know this is such a wonderful opportunity, it's just that... as always... i can't just decide on my own. I have to consider first and foremost... MY BOSS (He has to have all the glory!) next, i have to consider the people around me.

I'm really confused right now, i could not decide and i really have no idea on what to do as of the moment. He has just been blessing me sooo much that i could not even count all of them. Each day, His mercies and His love is new every morning as i wake up. Having my job, having a wonderful friend and korean teacher, having a wonderful family, my church friends, the rest of the family that even if they may be from afar... they just seem to be just near. Learning how to wait, trusting HIM above all things, patience when i get to wait, and most of all... LOVE. These things, He has been teaching me.